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I cannot explain this brokenness.  I cannot explain the feeling when the burden is removed and the pain finally released.  I wish you would feel.  I wish your numbness would be released.  Trapped by this world, and your smile is erased.  You have faded into the background and I no longer see you.  I no longer understand you.  Your taste has weakened, hasn't it?  The once sweet odor, now has turned up your nose.

I cannot explain this heaviness.  The feeling of being trapped down.  I cannot explain to you the feeling of someones hands on you, that are not your own.  The film stays, the pressure never gives way, and your skin still reacts.  Taken captive by the one thing you left so long ago. Do not be swept away by him. Fight away from the current, and find shelter among the rocks.

See my face.  I will be your indelible change. 
No one else will do for you, I will change you from the inside out.